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[26 Nov 2009|03:16pm] ( divinity ) Watch the Weather Change

it's obvious he's lost in his regrets, you can smell it on his breath [13 Nov 2009|06:10am] Watch the Weather Change

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[04 Nov 2009|11:36am] ( because ) Watch the Weather Change

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[31 Oct 2009|09:32am] ( wonder dog ) Watch the Weather Change

[29 Oct 2009|04:20pm] ( save ) Watch the Weather Change

a day in the life [28 Oct 2009|07:27am] Watch the Weather Change

[27 Oct 2009|07:26am] and they danced harmlessly away in the grip of the receding dawn Watch the Weather Change

[22 Oct 2009|06:02pm] it feels like you're dead it feels like your gone i feel like i'm dead i wish it was gone ( evolution of the seventh sea ) 2 Changess| Watch the Weather Change

can you hear me call your name? [22 Oct 2009|08:06am] Watch the Weather Change

you take the gavel and the wig, i'll wait outside on the swing [19 Oct 2009|06:20pm] all this time i thought i was a rabbit in chinese astrology. turns out i'm actually a tiger given that the end of their year doesn't happen until after my birthday. it makes much more sense on so many levels. i've often thought of the tiger as a majestic and spiritually powerful creature. often times when jogging and striving for that extra push conjuring the image of a tiger and feeling as tho i'm in sync with it's movements increases what i can accomplish, allowing me to press on with almost more intensity than before. i've had a few reoccurring dreams about tigers as well. the most realistic and the one that stuck with me the most is an incident where the dream starts with me on the roof of my house. it's the middle of the night yet there is an absolute full moon bathing my surroundings with that beautiful iridescent glow. every star in the sky seems to be illuminating the area with it's distant sunlight, harmonizing with the moon allowing me to notice out of the corner of my eye a swiftly moving black mass. as i turn my head and eyes adjust to focus on my moving target to reveal to my absolute horror a tiger moving in at the base of my house. in two motions it made it's way onto the roof; first leaping from the ground to a roughly ten foot high balcony/overhang, follwed by a less intense leap of about five feet to the top of the roof. there he stood for a moment, it's eyes gazing into mine, as if judging me, as if it was assessing the situation itself. and there we stood for what man can call an eternity. my absolute horror turned to curiosity, my curiosity turned to a feeling of comfort. as soon as i assumed the feeling of comfort the large cat leapt from my roof running off into my fading field of vision. i awoke immediatly after most likely from how realistic it was but the feeling of comfort persisted, even turning into a feeling of security. the reoccurring dreams of tigers didn't really start until about half a year ago. those are a relatively new occurrance. i think it may have to do with me feeling as tho i can draw energy from conjuring the feeling of being an actual tiger, picturing in my mind my physical movements as a tigers, with their absolute strength, incredible agility and majestic aura of being. if you are the target of a tiger what are your chances of escape as it stealthfully approaches. pouncing on you without warning? i also like to take that into my personl life as far as getting what i want and obtaining goals. (some tiger philosophy, lol) and it usually works in my favor. i see tigers as also being very loving creatures, able to be strong yet gentle when they should be. with the heart of a cat, a loner by nature but certainly loves a select few. valentines day 2010 marks the start of the next year of the tiger. ( Chinese Zodiac: Tiger ) 3 Changess| Watch the Weather Change

and everything is fine but nothing is ok [18 Oct 2009|09:40pm] broke my back it's all too heavy i want love to be tangible fingers stroking hands held 2 Changess| Watch the Weather Change

here is ice, here is fire, here is a boy struggling with a rusty pair of pliers [18 Oct 2009|04:17pm] ( bitter ) 2 Changess| Watch the Weather Change

wake me up in a week, k? [15 Oct 2009|05:20pm] Watch the Weather Change

^ this side up ^ [14 Oct 2009|03:58am] ( left over #s O ^ ) 2 Changess| Watch the Weather Change

[12 Oct 2009|01:49pm] ( ooo, what's in those book you write? ) Watch the Weather Change

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, ok [12 Oct 2009|08:38am] Watch the Weather Change

rollin like [03 Oct 2009|05:48pm] Watch the Weather Change

[30 Sep 2009|09:34pm] ( jelly beans, take 2...action ) Watch the Weather Change

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